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Mirror Work Fuck, I’d rather light myself on fire! The first set of instruction is a comprehensive written list of all the parts of my body I currently “hate” with details about when it’s the worst (position) or intrudes into my focus. And then I have to give Him the list. He spends days with the list. Asks more questions. Then comes the instructions for the training day. Forced to look, listen, experience… To endure grabbing, pulling, squeezing parts that life, aging, and gravity have been less than kind too. To see all those parts from every angle. To not be allowed to look away, not a moment’s respite. Once the sobbing subsides a bit, He describes what He sees, showing me the curves He focuses on, the sensations He feels. He takes His pleasure in every form imaginable while I watch. The mirrors not only show me to myself but His pleasure, His undeniable lust, even while grabbing and enjoying the parts I hate. (I’m an evidence-based kinda girl.) There is an overriding theme, a mantra. “I am perfect for Him.” That I am never more beautiful than when I’m on my knees or in the moment I have surrendered my being to His to receive the gift of erotic pain or am put to use pleasing Him. A quote from Him: “Little one, I refuse to fucking to compete. I will have you, you will give me your complete surrender and focus. I will not abide by a competitor. And right now, I’m competing with your inner critic. We will do this as many times as it takes. I will break this distraction and have your complete focus. I will not accept competition.” And in the end, I am broken and he remakes me. Remakes me to come before Him truly “naked and unashamed.” ~submissive seeking *re-boot "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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transformative!
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So lovely. fascinating world of You sweety. Self-respect is the corner-stone of virtues.
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2/17/2019 1:29 pm |
I love this as I love all your posts. This is very interesting and the look of her looking into the mirror and perhaps seeing something different attracts Me to her.
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the reward comes when all defenses fall away......i love this
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Hmm, heavy...... and hard too, for most women...I always like to take it from the possitive site... Tell me about what you like, about yourself....inside and out... and go from there.... This is heavy, and for some, most painfull, too
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This is one of the most difficult things there is to do. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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