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Dutch kink/BDSM? As you all can imaging, Dutch kink/ BDSM, is as bad or good, depending on what you are looking for... It is such a bore, to be wading knee deep through all those play doms, no nos and other totall confused people, who really think you should be very grateful, by their offer of their dicks... really? Who really dont even know who they are, let alone, what they would be able to give you? It is all porn reinacting, it is all their little ego games, soooo terrible boring! Thanks the Lords, there are two or three who really have been doing some soulsearching and have something essential to offer, and that is not their dicks! Thank the Lords..... I found, or, no, he found me, this man understands the loneliness of a slave woman. It is really a gift to be able to talk to him. he recognises what i tell him, wich makes me feel just a tiny bit less lonely.... I mean, talking about the kinky sexrole bedroom play is almost accepted in some regions of society. But, trying to explain your inner thirst, for Totall surrender?" For your want to be owned, by a man, who understand this is not some porn reinacting, that this asks something special from that one man. Oh, baby! You should be put in a straight jacket, there must be something terrible wrong with you, to want thát. But it is a rather nice site, there are some genuine people there. with wich you can have some decent conversation. Thats 'nice'.... I experience with in me, an urge..... an impulse to talk less and less... about what i am, what i need, from a man... i feel an urge to become quiet. Retreat myself, more and more into myself, from it all... Retreat myself from society, from socalled "friends"..... There is no place for me, in this world, this fake role play act... delusional time wrap.. As is written in this Dutch book; "because, in the end, all slaves are lonely... Yes, i am in a bit of a bad shape right now.. this feeling will pass too.... Thank you, and please! please! dont try to give my some "good advice", spare me that, please.. just acknowledge is all that is needed. I have too much feelings, emotions, depth, i have been always too much, for a whole lot of people, even my own family could not handle the depth of my feelings... Did not understand them.... Well, what ever... |
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so sorry you're in such distress.....
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11/17/2018 12:44 pm |
I'm pretty sure there are some like what you seek. I mean, I am that, so it stands to reason. Just like I figure there are women like I seek. You keep showing me that. It just remains for each of us to find our prizes, you from among the fantasists and egotists, me from among the frauds. Good fortune to you.
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rosa I hope the sadness passes soon! I DO understand your frustration though! A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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drmgirl, thank you soo much, that is what i needed,
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jenny, thank you, i know, you understand, i know...
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charlesmartel0, Thank you for your great encouraging words, you are right... most are taken, have not matching, other desires... live on the other side of the world.... people with our kind of needs are scarce
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