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Douche and enema to stay clean inside
Posted:Apr 19, 2019 1:22 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2019 8:15 am
Being as feminine and womanly as I am I take enemas but being I am cleaning my rectum and butt hole I consider it as douching because I do consider it my woman hole cuz it is where a man's dick goes into my body , other than my mouth.

I do douche regularly so that I am clean inside. I never know when I'm going to be taken by a man and fucked in the ass by him and my woman hole is my fuck hole.
I don't douche everyday but every 2 or 3 days. I also eat a diet that is good for intestinal health and that diet also promotes estrogen levels in my body. Douching or enemas wash out bacteria from the colon and some of that is beneficial but some of the things I eat do help replace the beneficial bacteria.

My love of wearing retro undergarments garters and hose
Posted:Apr 17, 2019 3:05 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2019 7:39 pm
I was born male but have transitioned to a woman. Since my teens I have always loved dressing totally as a woman. At times I have been masculine but have surrendered to my feminine side. I live full time totally as a woman and do things that a woman does. I pass as a woman in everyday life.

I douche regularly, and use tampons just cuz it's a woman thing, wear makeup everyday, and use women's products. I try to act like a normal natural woman and blend in. I do not want people to think of me as a drag queen when they see me but instead real and natural cis woman. I am submissive, on a 1 to 10 scale my submissiveness can go high and could go to 10. I am also a masochist but I do not know how deep my masochism goes cuz it's never been tested.

I have sex as a woman only and fuck like a woman. Actually I get fucked when with a man and that is the only type of sex I have is as a woman. I like a man cumming inside me filling me with his seed. I do perform oral on men too.

I wear women's clothes only, clothes that are made for a woman to wear. I do not have any male clothing left at all or anything else male. Most days I wear dresses and women's undergarments underneath. Most days I also wear high heels, usually 3 inch stiletto heels but I do have some 4 inch for special occasions and also some 2 inch.

I have always since I can remember loved wearing garter belts, corsets or cinchers with garter straps and hose (stockings). I luv back seamed hose, fishnets and back seamed fishnets. The pics below are of women wearing garters and hose and of ways I like to look like.

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Does vlad have an agenda
Posted:Apr 10, 2019 1:36 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2019 9:11 am

I do have some things in common with vlad, mainly we have some of the same musical interest.

I am still a new member on here trying to make connections. Right from the start I noticed him flooding the blogs with the same message many times over. Did my messages get wiped out cause of him?

Other websites under the Various umbrella have blocked members for things like this. So what is the problem here? This is a Various website isn't it?

If he has an agenda, what is it?
I can't read emails yet
Posted:Apr 10, 2019 9:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2019 3:43 pm

Being just a standard member I can only read emails when they give me gold status for a couple of weeks. Right now I currently don't have status but I recently did receive a notice I close to achieving .

I do hope others do read and look my blogs because they do define what I . I do hope to find a man or woman will guide into the world of BDSM and D&s. I keep thinking of being debauched.
Thoughts that cross my mind
Posted:Apr 6, 2019 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 7, 2019 12:34 am
I have become a total submissive in life and these are things I think about and desire.

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These have reference to my life as a submissive
Posted:Apr 3, 2019 1:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2019 11:48 pm
These are things that I have seen that do appeal to me as part of my life

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Hooked up!.....Women impaled on butt hooks.
Posted:Mar 28, 2019 2:36 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2019 2:37 am
They are also called J hooks or anal hooks, I call them butt hooks. Something else that intrigues my submissiveness.

Imagining myself as the women in each of these pics.

Just hanging!
Posted:Mar 25, 2019 1:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2019 10:40 am
Hanging is another thing that fascinates and I am imagining myself as the debauched woman in the pics

Its knowing that I am about to be r*aped in the ass
Posted:Mar 23, 2019 10:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2019 11:53 pm
As I'm tied down face down on my tummy while spread eagle with my wrists and ankles secured to the corners of the bed or to the stakes if on the ground or maybe bent over and secured so I can't move, I do know that I am about to be r*aped.Anally r*aped at that. If it is a Master I get glimpses of his already hard dick swaying side to side as he moves, and if it is a Mistress she is wearing her strapon dildo harness with her dildo jutting out from her vulva.

Actually I am hoping to be anally r*aped as I venture into the world of BDSM and D&s.

Anal R*ape
Posted:Feb 27, 2019 4:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2019 1:41 pm
For many years now I have been submitting to anal intercourse with men and also some strapon wearing females and I have been a very passive participant.

I have learned anal r*pe is very common and an accepted practice in BDSM and D&s . During this where there is a Dom and a sub I call it r*pe because of being restrained helpless and not being able to move and possibly gagged while the assault is happening I may be secured to a Saint Andrews Cross with my backside facing out or with my arms above my head with my wrist cuffed together secured to the ceiling maybe even suspended and hanging with my wrists and ankles together with my butt hanging down or being bent over and bound helpless, or on a bondage bed face down on my tummy with my wrists and ankles attached to the corners of the bed being r*ped in the ass. I fantasize and think about being debauched this way.

My Dom will r*ape me until he cums in my ass shooting his sperm deep into my tummy.

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