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Being a slut
Posted:Jan 27, 2020 11:50 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 12:53 am
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Yesterday we met a Dom, who we had been talking on Fetlife, in Glasgow city centre, late enough in the day to be reasonable to have a little gin to nerves and not too late that it was full of people finishing work. Master says I was a good girl and pleased him. I displayed myself (discreetly) to him and the Dom we had arranged to meet. I had a blue t-shirt dress with some of the top and bottom buttons undone and only my stockings on underneath once I had been dispatched to take off knickers and bra. My breasts are big and not wearing a bra is both obvious and uncomfortable. Also, I am aware the my nipples are big and I get concerned they stand through a top, so all in all I am feeling fairly self-conscious even before Master allowed me to be played with fairly freely. As no one was in our little corner much my pussy was filled with fingers as my legs were instructed to be kept wide and spread. My tits were less accessible though, lifting my dress up to be displayed allowed him to see how large they were and he was able to pull my nipples a few times. All in all, in terms of being a slut... I think Master would say I progressed a fair .
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Punished
Posted:Jan 27, 2020 12:09 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 12:53 am
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Master has resurrected his wunderlist for my misdemeanors . He has told that there is quite a few items on there. I try to be good but little mistakes happen and Master would like to see my bottom red and blue by the end. I am not sure what implement he wants to use, I hope not either of the canes. He had hoped to try a new toys on me tomorrow at LAMchester but that is delayed for now, he likes paddles and floggers with thuddy sounds but I think he likes canes more as they can be heard swishing through the air and my cry as it hits. He watches as the pain of the hit grows afterwards. He loves the marks he puts on my body.

I am not a pain slut, I like a little bit of a pain and a little bit of tight bondage and I am developing a taste for humiliation but pain is very much not a big part of my BDSM. But Master likes to hurt for fun and punishment. We are getting closer I think on bringing our two different pain requirements together (i.e. him marking me and me getting a gentle butt spanking during .. I look at some of the images Master has put of my butt and 6 months ago my pain threshold was too low for those marks. It makes me proud to be able to please my Master like that, like being a slut I feel I am growing to give him more of myself.

Today, I think my Master wants to hurt me, he wants to push at my pain limit and see my writhe and cry. It makes me nervous and excited. We have a good system for judging how I am coping and so I know it won't be more than I can handle but I do know it will be very sore, humiliating as I beg and punitive as he punishes me hard.
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