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i am a submissive and into bdsm and bondage,born 1975, collared bisexual male to female transsexual in a wheelchair. Into cross-dressing and would like to become a transsexual. i am currently seeking a local play partner or friend in Maryland region... someone local who shares my fetishes. If You wand to meet me in Real Life, please read [post 1044668] on how to make arrangements after reading my profile. If You are voyeur, long distance or live near Maryland, and want to watch me be used, please read ]
Being a transsexual isn't so much a fetish as it is a part of who i am. i am in a wheelchair due to a rare neuro- muscle condition from birth called SMA or Spinal Muscular Atrophy which limits my muscle strength making me unable to walk with limited ability to lift and move my arms but not the ability to feel. i do require an electric chair to get around, and i am unable to drive a car or vehicle myself beyond my wheelchair, so it makes it very difficult for me to get out much without some planning. In other words, i'm like a big floppy rag dolly who would be totally and completely helpless before any Dom or Domme. i have full feeling in my body and everything works... just my muscles are much too weak to stand or walk or raise my arms. This disability has also severely limited my ability to travel or participate socially as i can not drive and require use of wheelchair lift equipped van when traveling for my heavy electric wheelchair. i also have to wear a catheter and can not wash nor dress myself. Over the many years, i've had many braces and painful medical things done to me that i attribute for my kinky fetishes.
i am extremely kinky which is a bit of an understatement, into just about every fetish there is that is naughty and doesn't involve non-consensual sex from A-Z. This includes breath-play, crossdressing, cbt, bondage, domination, submission, masochism, water-sports, suspension, and probably many things that are not considered safe or sane. i follow the R.A.C.K. methodology of BDSM as oppose to safe sane consensual. R.A.C.K. stands for Risk Aware Consensual Kink. i find edge-play exciting. i don't have many hard limits or even soft limits for that matter, but at least for now, a hard limit is i don't want to do anything that is more likely than not to send me to jail or cause any legal issues or effect my relationship with my family. i rely on my partner for setting their own limits when it comes to edge play and so therefore only partner with someone who is very trustworthy. Of my not so sane kink interest is breath play and fantasy Dolcett roleplay. i have fantasies about hanging or being roasted on a spit... which i know is crazy and shouldn't do in real life, but i have to admit imagining extreme bdsm is a total turn on for me and is something i sometimes worry about my sanity that i don't have as a hard limit. While it is just fantasy, i must admit i really love the fantasy of being a Dolcett slave girl or the idea of being trained to become one.
BDSM Quiz Score:
Experimental 100%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 100%
Masochist 96%
Degradation 96%
Submissive 96%
Bondage 75%
Switch 61%
Sadist 36%
Vanilla 14%
Dominant 7%
i think switch may be a little high... but seems fairly accurate otherwise.
Slave registration number 875-927-003
Beyond my fetishes and bdsm, i am an artist and love to paint and draw especially fetish related art. Drawing and being artistic is as much a part of who i am as my disability and being transsexual. i am extremely creative, and if i could, i would be constantly building and inventing things. i especially like to invent bdsm toys. Do to physical limitations, most of my creations are limited to drawings. i would love to build and test some of my bdsm toy ideas. i love mechanical things and am a geek in many ways. It is my fantasy to be filmed using such toys. i know a little about web development and computer programming, and sometimes enjoy this. i just started my own online store to sell some of my artwork. i love music, use to be a very very very bad guitar player. i sometimes write music on my computer. i also like to write poetry and naughty stories.
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My Ideal Person:
Seeking friend or play partner in Maryland area. Currently, the ideal situation would be to meet someone who looks vanilla but is very kinky. Perfect person would live nearby, be a switch, able to drive van, and willing to handle disabled transgender slave. i would really love to meet another t-girl, transsexual or transvestite to become friends with and maybe more. Please understand, due to my disability and current living situation, impromptu meetings on spur of moment may not be possible. Meetings require some planning, but i'll make it worth Your time.
My darkest sexual fantasy i like to role-play (fantasy) would be to become a no-limits Dolcett -like sex slave to a perverse and cruel person who, after my complete feminization, would devour me completely. Of course, that is just a fantasy, but i do love to role play such things. i love the fantasy idea of being a no-limit slave, though in reality i don't think that such a thing exist... though i don't mind having my limits pushed to the edge. i like edge play and am interested in being an extreme pain sub pushing the limits of my sanity. i might have autassassinophilia, a paraphilia in which an individual derives sexual pleasure and arousal by the thought and/or risk of being killed. It worries me that i fantasize so much about such things, but it is a huge turn-on for me. i'm also very interested in the idea of castration and permanent chastity. Being in a wheelchair with limited ability to move arms and legs, i am fascinated also fascinated by amputation. i am completely a submissive and have no desire to ever hurt anyone else in any way. So, while my fetishes are on the extreme dark side, it is all self- directed and do not like the thought of others being hurt. i do like guro art, but only in as far as i like to imagine such things happening to me. i follow the R.A.C.K. methodology of BDSM as oppose to safe sane consensual. R.A.C.K. stands for Risk Aware Consensual Kink. i find edge-play exciting.
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