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Hi,
Come on in, don't be shy. No one will know you were peeking at my profile.
So I was on up until a couple of weeks ago, but deleted my profile at the request of a Domme who had me under consideration. We turned out not to be a good match, so. . . I'M BAAAACK! lol
So let's jump to it with the disclaimer I mentioned. For the record, I'm a crossdresser. I'm a biological male who dresses in female clothing. Ok, it's a bit more than that, since I also do a bit of makeup and make futile attempts to style my hair (or throw on a wig). So, in essence I'm just a guy in a dress. Nothing has been modified chemically or surgically. That doesn't mean such changes won't happen under the right circumstances, but for now I'm a simple crossdresser.
Now with that out of the way. I'm 56 years old, though people tend to tell me I look a bit younger. You'll have to decide that for yourself. At 6'2” I'm tall and weigh a bit over 200 lbs. I'm working on trying to loose some of it and tone up a bit, but for now that's where I stand. My red hair is a little over shoulder length when straight (which is how I usually wear it) and much to my horror thinning. The rest of me is shaved. Feel free to have a look at my pictures to get a better idea what I actually look like.
Initially, I tend to be horribly shy. But once I warm up to someone I can seem almost human. lol Depending on my mood, I can be sassy, or sweet, or naughty, but I'm always highly submissive, moderately intelligent, caring, sarcastic (can you say hiding insecurities), and curious. I do have some less pleasant issues. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. So I tend to be moody, and a bit twitchy a lot of the time. At my worst I tend to start distancing myself from the people in my life. I have my coping strategy which keeps me as close to normal as I get, but when I start to slip into my personal abyss I tend to ignore what I should be doing to try to keep me on an even keel which just makes matters worse. Hey, I never said I was perfect.
Let me see, I was born and grew up in one of the plains states, and am thoroughly a city girl. I've lived in a few places over the years, mostly the south and plains. I have a B.A. In psychology along with some credit hours toward a Master's degree in counseling. Before you start wondering, no I didn't come up with my coping strategies all on my own. I was receiving counseling for a while to treat my issues with depression, and my therapist and I worked them out. The jobs I've had have been your typical “not really qualified to do anything” jobs: security officer/alarms runner, store clerk, warehouse associate, etc. Nothing special, but when I'm working I can manage my basic needs.
Now for the fun part. Well, I think of it as the fun part since it's what I do to keep myself entertained. Some of my pastimes are pretty typical, movies, reading, a few select television shows and the like. Some of the less common ones are things like drag performing, writing, jewelry making, role-playing games (table top and L.A.R.P.), and sewing. You noticed that too? A lot of my interests are somewhat creative in nature. On the kinky side of things I enjoy bondage, hot wax, bondage, spanking, bondage, sensory deprivation, bondage, teasing, bondage, ice and other sensation play, bondage, light flogging, and bondage. Of course, there's a whole host of things I'm willing to try so if you don't see something in my brief list, by all means say something. You never know I may be willing to give it a go to see if I should add it to my list of kinks. I'm pretty open-minded so it's not likely I'll be offended.
Well, there you go, me in a really big nutshell. If there's anything you would like to know that's not in my profile feel free to ask.
Toodles
brianna
P.S. I just found the BDSM Test, and thought I'd include the results below.
= Results from bdsmtestdotorg =
100% Bondage Receiver
100% Submissive
93% Slave
91% Experimentalist
76% Masochist
71% Non-monogamist
70% Degradation Receiver
70% Exhibitionist
68% Girl/Boy
61% Voyeur
56% Brat
50% Primal (Prey)
43% Pervert
38% Switch
33% Bondage Giver
32% Primal (Predator)
29% Vanilla
20% Daddy/Mommy
15% Master/Mistress
8% Degradation Giver
8% Sadist
7% Brat Tamer
4% All-Rounder
4% Dominant
[if254 1]
Min Ideal Person:
Hmmm. . . Ideal person. That's a tricky one. Those of you reading this, remember this is supposed to be my ideal person. Likely such a person doesn't even exist, so this like my ultimate fantasy Dom(me). Fantasy is nice but we live in the real world.
So. . .
If I could have all the qualities I look for in a potential partner it'd look something like:
Very dominant (duh), kind-hearted, moderately intelligent (I'm no genius, but I can carry on the occasional conversation), likes to try new things (in and out of the bedroom), open minded, shares some of my kinks (but has his own beyond mine so I get to be pushed to try new things, and I should have a few kinks he doesn't for the same reason), is outgoing (to help balance my shyness), enjoys a lot of the same mundane activities as I do (must like table-top RPGs), likes my cooking, has similar relationship goals as I, someone who pushes me to go outside my comfort zone to help me grow as a person, gets my jokes (which means this person has a sense of humor but it's all dark and covered in crusted blood, lol), and someone who can be comfortable with a person (me) who is thoroughly confused as to what gender I'm supposed to be.
A daunting assembly of traits I know. Lucky you, dear reader, you don't have to have all of them to attract my attention and interest: just the right ones. Good luck figuring out which one's those are.
I'll leave you to it, then. Shall I?
Toodles
brianna
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